THIS IS MY STORY

This morning,, I woke up with a sheer of joy knowing that she texted me.. Maybe she missed me i guess,, but i was wrong..

We met each other during our last KRS camp in 2007,, when i was in form 2.. She told me that i was cute,, haha!! The climax of our friendship was on 2008 where we were so close with each other that we had a strong feelings towards one another..

1/3/2008 - I still remember the time when i sat beside her,, asking her to eat and ask her bout her feelings.. She was so stubborn that she kept telling me over and over again that she was getting fatter.. We were at the marching competition at that time.. By the time we got back,, she saw me carrying her bag (cause it was raining and i purposely carried it with me) that she followed me everywhere i went with a big smile on her face.. Haha!! She's cute,, had a sweet smile i suppose..

We went through so much without seeing each other for about a year now since she last took her SPM.. We usually met each other at the bustop,, waiting for her mum to pick her up.. Once,, I gave her a chocolate and she refused to eat it in front of me cause she was shy..

These memories kept running over my head.. Though i tried to lie,, but i couldnt deny the fact that i missed her..

9/1/2010 - She texted me.. And told me that she had fell for someone else.. Someone better i hope so.. He was the one who made her changed once,, from being close to me to someone who i barely known..

Somehow,, i just let her go.. Its for the best.. Goodbye safiah.. May we meet again someday.. InsyaAllah..

Frankly speaking,, Im quite dissapointed knowing that u were not actually changed for the better.. but i changed because of him.. When u hit me with those words,, i always keep trying and trying to be like u,, to change for the better but now,, only now that i realise it was all trash and craps.. I'm sorry..

Assalamualaikum...