ARGHH!!

hey, i'm back!! after leaving this blog without any updates for so long, i've decided to at least write something on this pathetic blog of mine.. -.-"

right now i'm taking a-level program under MARA scholarship at kolej mara seremban (kms), just so u know and not wondering where i am right now.. (NYIOH!!)

okay... im stuck right now... what to write, what to write..

i'm very grateful to be here even though the environment of this college is quite similar to an mrsm rather than being a college itself ; class starts at 8 till 1.30, no long hairs, no skipping class, taking slips to go for a medical treatment, bla3...

what i love the most about kms.. is my own unique class compared to other classes. at first, most of my classmates seems nerdy (okay... nerd...) but later on the true colours of everyone starts to come out one by one and eventually for me our class is becoming merrier day by day.. thanks to me ;P

okay... its time to stop typing.. night. bye2! salam ;)

thx sam for lending me ur lappy tonight. =D

Customers

After 8 hours of struggling at the cash register, I find myself ticklish back home when suddenly these few customers popped out of my head.

COLOUR BLINDED..

Before I move on, did you ever realize that there are only two colours (purple and red) which represents different types of petrol (RON95 and RON97) at your nearest ESSO station? This is what happens when a colour-blinded customer came by.

"Yes, uncle?"
"Give me RM20 petrol, pump number 2"
"Alright. Do you want the red one or the purple one?"
"What?"
"The red one or the purple one?"
"Oh! I want the green one."
"HUH??"

Thats not all..

"Dik, isi minyak RM30. Pam 5 eh."
"Ok bang! RON95 ke F1?"
"Haa??"
"Yang merah ke purple?"
"Kuning2."
"Kuning?? WTH?!!"

TESCO clubcard..

Usually when customers drop by to fill up petrol at ESSO station, they'll hand out their smile card. It works just like the famous Bonuslink card or Jusco card. They get points when they fill up petrol and the points can be redeemed afterwards.

In this case, the shopaholic customers just can't give up their other supermarket cards (maybe cause they like love TESCO so much)

"Do you have a SMILE card?"

*Hands the card over*

"Err... Kak (my boss), kad ni boleh pakai ke?"

"Oi! Ape jadah kad Tesco nak swipe dekat ESSO."

"E'eh, silap kad tu dik."

"Haha! Apela abang ni bagi kad Tesco plak"

"Hehe. Awak pulak dah tau kad Tesco, boleh ke pakai kat ESSO? Haha!"

***

Apart from it, most of the customers are rude and impatience. There are some who just simply throw away their money to the counter, show their respective pumps and walk away. Not forgetting those who throw out rude words and sometimes curses.

All I can say is I don't care if you drive a Bentley or whatever. But if you have no manners and respect to other people, then you're much worst than animal! Even a poor guy driving a 'van Carey'  has even much better attitude than you.

Frustration

Its been a year now since I carried out my duty back in Prep School. As a custordian, we knew how big and how great our responsibilities were in guiding our form 1 students to become a good man with manners and good values in the future.

Few days earlier, i went through a comment posted by a parent;

Adalah tidak adil meletakkan semua tanggungjawab merencanakan semua kegiatan waktu petang kepada Pengawas sekolah .Saya andaikan semua pengawas adalah kurang pengalaman dalam mendidik anak-anak remaja .Pengawas sendiri remaja yang masih memerlukan bimbingan guru .Pengawas sekolah juga diberi kuasa tidak terkawal akan membawa implikasi yang buruk seperti kes " Buli Pelajar ".

I felt so frustrated yet was glad to learn something from this post. I'm not going to blame anyone here because I realise I also did some shameful mistakes as a normal person and I learnt from my experiences (which is a lot!). But I think parents should know that I personally considered these little boys as my own brothers and it was my responsibility back then to instill moral values and so on for their own good.

Yet, as a male students, we can't expect them to learn everything directly from speeches and reminders from us. For example, when 'student A' did something wrong and no punishment was given, can we expect him to not doing the same mistake again in future? Or we could give him let say some push-ups and a 'slow talk' later on so that he realised that he did something wrong and it shouldn't do it again?

Also, there are differences between bullying and teaching someone. We knew our limits back then and everything that we did was meant to teach, not to harm. If not, why did the school even appointed us as prefects and trust us in guiding your children in the first place?

"our only intention was to teach, not to harm"

When I was around 5 years old, I went to my neighbour's house to play despite my late father's order to not to. When I came back, he was waiting for me at the front door with a rattan in hand. Without hesitating, he hit me several times just so that I knew it was wrong to turn back on your parents order. From this, I believe that sometimes punishments are the best choice in teaching someone. Because people learn from mistakes and that is one way to show that they did something wrong.


Before I end this, let me share with you another story behind the Prep School. We got a comment from I don't know who but saying that the prefects weren't doing their job. How can we do our jobs when we don't have the chance to? If, you know what I mean.

My writings here wasn't meant to anyone. But I really hope that we could think about it for a while for our own good.

Seize the day will you?

"Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over"

"a melody, a memory, or just one PICTURE"

from A7X - seize the day

Long ago, I believed that cameras weren't that useful to me since I wasn't the guy who loves taking pictures to be put inside an album etc. I prefer to keep those good memories in mind rather than keeping them inside an album.

After a while, mum got me a Canon Digital Ixus and told me to snap pictures of my batch and my beloved college since it was my last year back then. I brought it along with me to Malay College and do as I was told.

Now that I realise when I wake up in the morning, I'm in my room. Sleeping for hours in bed, ALONE.

No more seeing Menol struggling to memorize historical facts, Rizman making a new map at the mattress, Sifu and Alan doing their 'things', Affwan with his 'sexy lips' gossiping, Abby being teased by me, Sheh doing his push-ups, Harrith carrying books around, Amar doing his readings on his bed and Moon loitering around with his SE phone.

"As time passes by, regrets for the rest of my life"

from A7X - second heartbeat

Luckily I had a cam to snap all these moments. If only I ignored and reluctant to take out my cam and push the 'capture' button, then I would live a life full of regrets without any pictures to hold onto and relived those precious moments of us, the sixten together.

guys, if u read this,

then i really want u all to know.

that i missed u guys so much.

hope to see u guys again someday.

reliving our days back in college.

precious moments together will always last forever.

in our hearts.

as "our bond will last forever".